Lyrics: 不是Jason Todd
Music: 不是Jason Todd
Arranger: 不是Jason Todd
Some days, I feel like I let myself down
I love my life, gonna run it in the ground
Can't sleep for days, got your name in my brain
Can't sleep for days, gotta stay up, stay up forever
Gotta run away from the suicidal thought
Gotta run it back when I was a lonely human I don't know
Had emotions let it blow
Kind of weird cuz I don't show
Til it stuck in my stomach so I vomit all my crumpets
And I promise when I plummet I will crumble
Free to stumble
Smash my jaw bone
Let my soul flow
Whether to the jungle or just let it clear off
Cuz truly I don't really care
I just wanna meet my end
Right now feel like everybody is ****in' great expect for me
No matter how I try
The good things just pass right now by me
All these treasure I see
Left me sleepless why me
Got it all then threw away
My great love it felt like I threw away the half of me
Stay up late and late to feel the grim reaper creepin'
Handed me more medication
Got me high and questionin' my mission
Where's my destination
All the way down
Man I hate my reflection
Cut down all communication
Stay alone since no one cares
Some days, I feel like I let myself down
I love my life, gonna run it in the ground
Can't sleep for days, got your name in my brain
Can't sleep for days, gotta stay up, stay up forever
That was me
The real me
Did you see I'm still rollin'
Friends hate me
Sometimes I wonder whether they still with me
Or I just made a group that was full of love
Cuz I'm pitiful
Always by myself
Starin' at my phone but still no one call
I'm waitin' for some one to knock my door
Instead of death just ****in' locked my door
I ****in' die for real
But really am I gone for good
Man I don't know
Play my density like a dice it rolls
How nice it looks so nicely grows
I'm hopin' for a map to draw
Reduce my methadone
They tell me no more ****in' overdose
I know there is still no home for me to call my own
Everything just passes like tornado
Damagin' my heart can't find anyone at the time to lay on
What the hell just happened to me
I just want someone love me
Just to be there whenever I'm feeling sorry
So you could just try to hold me
Tell me it's okay I know you're afraid
Here I am don't feel no pain
Some days, I feel like I let myself down
I love my life, gonna run it in the ground
Can't sleep for days, got your name in my brain
Can't sleep for days, gotta stay up, stay up forever