Lyrics: Keyanta Bullard
Music: Keyanta Bullard
I ain't gon' lie, bro
What?
I literally feel like I'm
Like, I ain't gon' lie, like it's a lot of people in this world that'll get on the mic
But I feel like I'm the greatest, bro, like real shit, bro (For sure)
I feel like I'm the greatest, bro (Why?)
Like I feel like nobody
Like put a picture of they life on the pavement and like let the world see the shit (Simo Fre just killed it)
[Verse 1]
They say time heal, but I don't see shit gettin' better
Why would I [?] my rеceipt, hatin' out a gold metal
And death so еasy, nobody told me that shit lasts forever
Ain't a bad person, girl, on God, I'm sorry, I just ain't know no better (I ain't know no better)
I'm sorry, I could've been way better than I should've been
I'm sorry, I could've been more open, but I had lost my friends
I'm sorry I couldn't be the person I'm 'posed to been for you
I lay on the mic when I speak like this, but, baby, it's the truth
[Chorus]
And pain's just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go
Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go
And pain's just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go
Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go
[Verse 2]
Grandma called my phone today, she said she worried 'bout me
She told me slow down on the drink and let my liver breathe
But, grandma, it's not easy
But I know my kids need me
I don't like when they call me real, I did somethin' flaw to my dog
Hope it don't cost our relationship over, hope we resolve it in a call
No lie, get on the mic, I spit my life, I been through it all
I called your phone, I wanted to vent, but **** it, forget that I called
I feel like I'm flyin'
Sometimes I feel like I'm dyin'
But I can't deny it
I know I don't feel like I'm tryin'
Feel like I'm the reason why all my dogs locked in they situation
But I know I'm the reason my dogs died, they in the ground agin'
And I'd do anything for Ksoo, I went broke for his case (Facts)
Starin' at my bank account with a baby on the way, yeah (Facts)
When I cheated, I denied it, she know I lied to her face
Baby, I never was perfect, but I came a long way
The world look at me like I'm the realest, but sometimes I be trippin' (Trippin')
I told the judge I'm innocent, but with a mind of a menace
Four walls in, locked in, workin' on myself
Lord knows I love my brothers, but I'm better by myself
****ed up when I ain't noticin' I ain't haven nothin' left, huh
I'm a walkin' testimony, feel like I'm dyin' on my death bed
Yeah
[Chorus]
And pain's just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go
Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go
And pain's just holdin' onto me and I just wanted to let go
Depression take control of me and I just wanna let go