Music: Alexander Pearson/Shane Boyarsky
I always get stuck counting the minutes
I drown when I'm swimming
Is any of it real?
But Inside my eyelids I'm spinning
Thank god I'm still in it
And I don't know how
Cause the view from the back of my closet
Is something I'm tired of watching
But nobody's here
And that's half the problem
I'm just Alone with my fears
When life's amazing
I tend to forget
All of the darkness
I hold in my head
(It's only)
When I get a little bit lonely
I feel like I don't even know me
Taught my skin how to grow thicker
Never a quitter
But I almost broke
Pills from a doctor for dinner
I mixed it with liquor
And I nearly choked
Cause the view as I started at the carpet
Was something I've never forgotten
With nobody there
Am my my own problem?
Wasting away with my fears
When life's amazing
I tend to forget
All of the darkness
I hold in my head
When I get a little bit lonely
I feel like I don't even know me
Dying to live
But live half alive
How'd I get here?
How'd I get here?
Oh I'm holding my breath
In hope I survive
How'd I get here?
How'd I get here?
Now I'm stuck counting the minutes
I drown when I'm swimming
Is any of it real?
When life's amazing
I tend to forget
All of the darkness
I hold in my head
(It's only)
When I get a little bit lonely
I feel like I don't even know me
I feel like I don't even know me
I feel like I don't even know me