Lyrics: Jahaan Sweet/Ian Williams/Ama Louisa John
Music: Jahaan Sweet/Ian Williams/Ama Louisa John
I ain't the same, did I fall off?
The things I chase now seem corrupt
I hope that I see that I'm enough
I can't compete with who I was
But I'm still the one, it's no surprise at all
That you'd expect me to bite but no, sir (No, sir)
This ain't what you want, so leave me behind
'Cause I'm a different type of girl
Dead inside but I achieve things
My real life masked by so much pretense
If I know I'm blessed, why can't I feel it?
Something ain't right
But won't she lowkey find my girl dead inside?
Did she achievΠ΅ things?
Don't mind that face, it's just her defΠ΅nse
Got one project in but now she tweakin'
Oh, I'm sure she's fine (Yeah)
Now, honestly, I think I'm stuck
I know where I wanna be when it's all said and done
And I ain't ashamed of what was
I'm scared you'll learn the things I'm running from
Want to escape one, it's on tonight
I heard you wanna get it popping right, all right
I bet you get this all the time
Damn, I think you may be right (So what?)
'Cause I'm a different type of girl
Dead inside but I achieve things
My real life masked by so much pretense
If I know I'm blessed, why can't I feel it?
Something ain't right
But won't she lowkey find my girl dead inside?
Did she achieve things?
Don't mind that face, it's just her defense
Got one project in but now she tweakin'
Oh, I'm sure she's fine (Yeah)
Look, I don't even know what that was
So I'll crash out again to remember
At least you now know what I'm on
So, please, hold my hands 'cause I just
Want to escape so it's on tonight (On tonight)
I heard you wanna get it popping right, all right
I bet you get this all the time (All the time)
Who told you I was shy?
'Cause I'm a different type of girl
Dead inside but I achieve things
My real life masked by so much pretense
If I know I'm blessed, why can't I feel it?
Something ain't right (Something ain't right)
But won't she lowkey find my girl dead inside? (That's my girl)
Did she achieve things?
Don't mind that face, it's just her defense
Got one project in but now she tweakin'
Oh, I'm sure she's fine (Yeah)