Stay for a minute
Just to see how far it goes
And if you would let me
I would keep you on your toes
That's how it happens
Latent fears building into a moment of panic
Could be just a minute or could drag on for hours
And even when it's gone, I feel the lingering message
Barely recognizable as something from the future
Will I look back
And think of all the bridges that I didn't cross?
For fear that they would lead to shame
Or even greater loss
The part of me
That longs for disarray must be kept at bay
Though painful, I must make the choice
And learn to separate
Here we have the truth of the matter
Navigating murky water
It's cold and gets darker the further that I go
But it teaches a meaning I can't convey
Ready to be there at a moment's notice
Just say the word to me
If you have the nerve to see the sense that you lack
Will I look back
And think of all the bridges that I didn't cross?
Fear losing all my beautiful things I already had
The part of me
That longs for disarray must be kept at bay
Though painful, I must make the choice
And learn to separate
The parts of you
I see inside myself
They make it hard to sleep
The day I can forgive us both
You'll be the first to know