Lyrics: Zahrotul ilmi
Music: Zahrotul ilmi
The mirror shows a smile that's fake
A painted mask I can't unmake
The world believes the lie I show
But inside me storms still grow
My laughter echoes in the void
A hollow sound that's been destroyed
The shadows crawl beneath my skin
The tears stay trapped
They won't begin
Crying inside where no one can see
Hiding the hurt that's swallowing me
Behind these walls my heart will confide
All of the pain I'm crying inside
The sun may rise
The sky turns blue
But nothing feels like it is true
A heavy weight I cannot share
A silent scream hangs in the air
They ask me why I seem so strong
Like nothing's ever
Ever wrong
But strength is just a thin disguise
A mask to shield these breaking eyes
Crying inside where no one can see
Hiding the hurt that's swallowing me
Behind these walls my heart will confide
All of the pain I'm crying inside