Pain inside my heart is let me know I'm still alive
Hate me or you love me either way I'm still gonna die
I knew this world was cold so to me it's no surprise
When I look around and see hell in disguise
All these people with me or against me can't decide
Smoking on this gas you smell me when I'm passing by
Call me kurt cobain with all this pain I let it fly
Posted in the rain I'm smoking flame look in my eyes
And you gon' see the truth and that shit hurts but I can't cry
They said I never make it I'm a proof that's a lie
I bet that they gonna miss me when I'm on the other side
They said I never make it and I really don't know why
They don't understand me I don't think they ever will
I'm just smoking on this ****
I ain't ****ing with no pills
Even when my body drop I guarantee I live on still
Music all that I got left
I don't have no time to rest
I've been burdened by regret
I've been posted with my set
All these rappers really shit
And I'm coming for they neck
I don't have a fear of death
I ain't worried 'bout what's next
Flexin' 'til my final breath
They ain't heard me go hard jet *****
Voices in my head they telling me to fade away
Don't know who I'm I haven't been myself for days
If heaven was real they wouldn't let me through the gate
I was nice before get the **** out on my way
**** with me before but now they ain't got shit to say
Tryna find the light but I'm trapped in the shade
Big ass play on my hip what you want like
And ass rappers every one of y'all are fun
Say you making moves but to me you looking stuck
Never felt love I honestly don't give a ****
I don't feel emotions there's a hole in my heart
***** we ain't the same I'm a whole world apart yeah