Lyrics: Vinnie
Music: Vinnie
Prod by Beats with Hooks
Never felt so lonely
I
never thought that it would go that far
That the dark inside would own me
Pull me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Cuz the beast behind those bars
Might just tear us both apart
The war killed my parents,and I don't know who can depend
When I'm coming to defend the world but the war was at an end
I've to rent out my heart,hoping they can treat me as a friend
The racism never be ended because of my African descent
Don't tell my dad,why am I always so sad
Please stop being so serious because of my bad
I can't even be your pride ,lecturer pushed me outside
You care about my grades but don't know so many times I try to suicide
Kobe and gigi,without you we gonna be lonely
Damn 2020 made covid-19 ,never felt sorry
Teens lost the faith to brace , and don't know how to relief
You said that you can restart this year and I said that was a bullshit
Never felt so lonely
I
never thought that it would go that far
That the dark inside would own me
Pull me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Cuz the beast behind those bars
Might just tear us both apart
They don't know I want be saved and they called me "noble savage "
I said I don't want anything sex ual And his face was purple with rage
My mom called the police but without proof he can't be arrested
He made personal remarks said I am a bitch and he would never be changed
You said I be infected, and never give me some respect
You never saw that Internet violence can kill me like killing a puny insect
I am the honey peach, not ****ing bitch, I've got to suicide in peace
Don't need pills to relief anymore and expect me to fake anymore smiles
Don't love girl and you say me like a freak freak freak freak freak
Why can't I have the right to pursue my lover
"Wakanda forever "made me never feel weak weak weak weak weak
I do believe the next year will be better
Never felt so lonely
I
never thought that it would go that far
That the dark inside would own me
Pull me away from my own heart
Please don't touch my scars
Promise you won't touch my scars
Cuz the beast behind those bars
Might just tear us both apart
Never underestimate your power change yourself
Noting is impossible