Lyrics: RV
Music: RV
Arranger: RV
“No one can explain why you are alive.
No one can save you but you.”
R. I. P. XXXTENTACION
Whispers in my head,can't sleep at night
Demons in my bed, tryna start a fight
Every breath I take, feelI'm losing life
Every step I make, shadows hold me tight
I been drowning in my sorrow, ain’ t no light tomorrow
Tryna numb the pain, but the pain just follow
Poppin' pills, still hollow, heart too shallow
If I die tonight, would you even feel the echo?
Suffocating silence, voices getting violent
Locked inside my mind, prison with no guidance
I been tryna find peace, but the war inside me
Got me feeling like a ghost, no one standing by me
Everybody dies in their nightmares
Everybody cries when the soul tears
I been living lies, but nobody cares
If I close my eyes, will I disappear?
Whisper to myself,“ Don’ t let it show”
Pain in my chest, but they’ ll never know
Fake a little smile when I’ m feeling low
Cut a little deeper just to feel control
Shadows creeping in, voices on repeat
Tell me I’ m nothing, tell me I’ m weak
Running from the dark, but it’ s all I see
Even in the light, it’ s surrounding me
Broken trust, broken veins
Bleeding thoughts in broken chains
Hide my scars with broken faith
Every night I suffocate
Everybody dies in their nightmares
Everybody cries when the soul tears
I been living lies, but nobody cares
If I close my eyes, will I disappear?
Heart cold, I been fighting all alone
No hope, every night I turn to stone
Dark roads, leading places I don’ t know
Lost soul, where the angels never go
I don’ t want love, it just feels fake
I don’ t want trust, it just turns snake
All I really want is a quiet place
Where the pain don’ t bite and the demons break
Whispers in my ear, telling me to fade
Promises of peace if I dig my grave
But I’ m still here, trapped in the cage
Living in a fear I can’ t erase
Everybody dies in their nightmares nightmares
Everybody cries when the soul tears soul tears
I been living lies, but nobody cares nobody cares
If I close my eyes, will I disappear? disappear...