Lyrics: James C. Beckley
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Straight up from the box
Sugar Beck baby
Self Made with Problems
I'm self made, nigga i'm self paid
Get my lines up, get it line up
No faking in the hood, no faking in my club i take over the moon
Yeah
Self Made yeah, I pay my dues no shortcut, no excuse to loose
From the ground up, brick by brick
I build my life on faith and risk, they see my shine the donāt know the days
Iām self made remember my name
Rain on my back but still stand tall
Learn how ar rise anytime when I fall
Started with silence, nobody clapped for me
Cold nights, hard floor, pain was my therapy
Mama said āhold on,ā tears in her voice still
I was chasing dreams while the world stood still
Now they see the shine but they never saw the scars
Never saw the breakdowns inside borrowed cars
Never saw the hunger, stomach touching backbone
Had to build myself when I felt that I had no home
Iām self made, heart full of pressure
Smiling outside but inside getting lesser
Friends turned ghosts when the money moved slow
Now they wanna ride ācause they see the glow
I got dreams bigger than the fear in me
Still fighting demons that nobody hear in me
Selfāmade, selfāemployed, I aināt important or prestigious
Long as my family eating, Iām at peace ā thatās what the dream is
Navigatinā through this garden, every season got its demons
Broke even on the surface, but my purpose breakinā ceilings
Iām solid ā hope they see it, even when they donāt believe it
Still dreaminā of arenas, packed out like coliseums
Favor on a friend, made my peace with all the ends
One day you gonā see me slide, subtle creepinā in a Benz
Iām with Sugar ā thatās my brother, itās been me and him since then
I aināt talkinā Ray Leonard, but Iām punchinā with intent again
Selfāmade, every statement that I penned, I really meant
Iām really him, no ill intent, just me and this pen
Not here to offend, every verse creates suspense