(Fell-f-fell-f-fell-f-fell-f-fell-f-fell-f-fell-f-fell)
Fell for you day one head over heels in the parking garage
When I was too young to determine if you were a good guy
Listened to Datafruits together on the MBTA
We shared some pink Skullcandy earbuds and I thought I would die
You'd walk around our little town like you knew everything
And honestly I liked the confidence that that would imply
Name dropped you on our last rΠ΅lease you werΠ΅ my everything
For half a decade there I thought that I would know you for life
It's so embarrassing to love so hard then let it all go
But I do know, deep down I can let it all go
It's so embarrassing to go to bat for you when you know better
But don't do better, I said
[Gupi]I know a fake one when they step the scene
They mask things with kindness but are intricately mean
You may have your prospects, you may have your shoes
But I know you'll be lonely if you treat her like you do
[Fraxiom]I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody
Self-infantilizing, always criticizing people and disguising it with social justice words, despising
I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody
You just won't transition so now it's your mission to make all the life decisions for somebody who transitioned
[Fraxiom, Gupi]I just think it's odd that we were kids, and you were not
And we were smoking all that pot with you (And I still think you deserve a good life)
Could have been nice, it's just gotta happen away from my eyes
But you treated us like little baby stupid idiots!
There was a period of time you were my only friend
If somebody met me eventually they'd have to meet you
I look back on these times and think too much and get myself sick
When I consider how you'd use my name and
[Fraxiom]No one thinks you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you just have to hurt somebody
Self-infantilizing, always hypnotizing people so that it's surprising when you get caught compromising (wh-wh what)
I don't think you're ugly but you think you're ugly and because you think you're ugly you are gonna hurt somebody (yeah)
You just won't transition so the composition of your intuition is to be somebody's apparition
And I still think you deserve a good life