Lyrics: Zevia/Nick Monson/Sara Davis
Music: Zevia/Nick Monson/Sara Davis
I, I'm holding my breath
Awaiting my death
And it feels so close to me
I, I'm full of regret
In over my head
And I've got no remedy
I don't wanna cry when I'm thinking too much
But I don't know a life where it isn't too much
And not enough
I'm in the water
Far from the surface
Fighting is useless
How can I do this?
It's getting harder
Finding a purpose
Inviting the voices
I'm my own poison
Lost, away from it all
Who's there to call
When I'm my own enemy?
I don't wanna cry when I'm thinking too much
But I don't know a life where it isn't too much
But still never enough
I'm in the water
Far from the surface
Fighting is useless
How can I do this?
It's getting harder
Finding a purpose
Inviting the voices
I'm my own poison
I'm in the water
Holding my own hand
But I know it's pointless
I'm my own poison