Lyrics: Logan Douglas Pettipas
Music: Logan Douglas Pettipas
Can't help but hold back my fear
It's getting pretty hard after a couple of years
And now I hide it all so well behind the mask
I'm starting to feel the feelings I just felt
You hear me?
I feel so good
But I also wanna die
I understand
But please stop asking why
I'm gonna take my time
Gonna take my time
I'm gonna find
Gonna find
Anyway out of here my dear
My dear my dear my dear
Gonna lose your mind
Lose your mind
If you try to find
Try to find
Anyway out of here my dear
My dear my dear my dear
I try to fall asleep but I only stay awake
The world is falling around me so I just keep playing pretend
You say that you're hallucinating boy I find that aggravating
Hide from all the people that I care for keep the smile from fading
I feel so good
But I also wanna die
I understand
So please stop asking why
I'm gonna take my time
Gonna take my time
I'm gonna find
Gonna find
Anyway out of here my dear
My dear my dear my dear
Gonna lose your mind
Lose your mind
If you try to find
Try to find
Anyway out of here my dear
My dear my dear my dear
Gonna lose your mind
Lose your mind
If you try to find
Try to find
Anyway out of here my dear
My dear my dear my dear
Gonna take my time
I'm gonna find
Any way out of here my dear
My dearΒ my dear