Lyrics: Jear Perry/Zear Assad Music: Jear Perry/Zear Assad Nan nan nan na nan na Na na na na na na Nan nan nan na nan na Mmm... I've been watching Myself from a birds view above I've been watching Myself I observe all the lows I've been watching Myself and how I give my all I've been watching Myself I walk these roads alone I am just like my mother My father always told me "you too emotional my son you will never be like your father" I am just like my mother My father always told me "let go of the things and be more like your sister and your brothers" I am just like my father My mother always told me "you're too stobbern my son and you will never be like your mother" I am just like my father My mother always told me "you're too cold and let go of everything don't bother and you don't utter" Why do I have to be someone else that I'm not Why can't I just be me and accept that I am odd Why do you want me to achieve everything that you wanted Why can't I live my dreams and do what I'm here for I've been watching Myself from a birds view above I've been watching Myself I observe all the lows I've been watching Myself and how I give my all I've been watching Myself I walk these roads alone I never ask in return Maybe that's the reson why I get burned everytime When I open up myself Let myself out Show all my facets Naturally I am happy Motivated like a rocket To go beyond reverie Unfortunate Deadly Y'all be killing every meaning Assassin all of my feelings I've been watching myself from a birds eye view Perceiving that it doesn't matter what I really do No one will ever understand what I'm going through I am walking in the darkness saturated like hue