I Try (feat. Killer Mike)

Lyrics: Black Ice/Killer Mike/OMB Peezy Music: Black Ice/Killer Mike/OMB Peezy Producer: bsquared/Will A Fool (What is blackice?) Yeah, yeah, look In the back of my mind, feel like cryin', but, bitch, I'm a soldier, that's just somethin' I cannot do I been totin' that iron, been slangin' it too, bitch, I know that you lyin', say it's just me and you And y'all left me outside to dry, but now I'm on fire and your neck on the bottom of my shoe They wanna kill a nigga just 'cause I'm speakin' the truth Bitch, I'm just a real nigga, I don't know what else to do Why lie? When I'm speakin' on my life They still plottin' on my ice Feel like I never get mine right Even though I try, I try, I try Even though I try, I try, I try Look, I had a dream that one day I'ma become what I wanna be I gotta keep it a hundred, it's been some time when I was fiendin' for company Anybody, I just needed someone with me Paranoid, know I need me a gun with me You my brother if you go on a hunt with me Scratch that, man, them niggas be wannabes They'll go with you to show they'll slide Can tell if you real if I look in your eyes Got no gun in the club, throw a hook when I die Boy, you need to pick up a book, learn a lot I was crashin' back then, I'm just glad I'm alive I could've been dead, I'm just glad I survived I'll spit in your face 'fore you **** up my vibe And I'm in the A, swear to God I'm so high You can lose your life 'fore anybody know why Yeah, you know So niggas, goddamn, hit the cut They get to sprayin' I got my stick, shit, my first instinct get to bustin' Know what I'm sayin'? Niggas like, "You a rapper, you ain't 'posed to be doin' that" What the **** you want me to do? Die? In the back of my mind, feel like cryin', but, bitch, I'm a soldier, that's just somethin' I cannot do I been totin' that iron, been slangin' it too, bitch, I know that you lyin', say it's just me and you And y'all left me outside to dry, but now I'm on fire and your neck on the bottom of my shoe They wanna kill a nigga just 'cause I'm speakin' the truth Bitch, I'm just a real nigga, I don't know what else to do Why lie? When I'm speakin' on my life They still plottin' on my ice Feel like I never get mine right Even though I try, I try, I try Even though I try, I try, I try Ayy, we kill each other like ritual This shit is pitiful, plus it's political Gave us the minimal, keepin' us miserable Additional, ignore us like we invisible Only so long before crime irresistible I swear to God the condition is clinical Conditions we live in should not be permissible Our behavior get more unpredictable My, my Eyes were black like Malibu, let you get wrong with me, you die, die Your mama gon' scream and fall to her knees and look to the skies, say, "Why? Why?" This is the sickedest, wickedest system that's ever been set up How could you whip us and chain us and make sure we brainless, and then tell us we need to catch up? I'm tryna get it, I mean it, let's get it, let's get it by any and every means I'm talkin' robbin' and lootin' or gettin' my schoolin' or scammin' or even a scheme The woke and the broke sound like a joke, tellin' my people that we should not scheme Pussy, the line in my rhymes talkin' 'bout crime describe the American Dream In the back of my mind, feel like cryin', but, bitch, I'm a soldier, that's just somethin' I cannot do I been totin' that iron, been slangin' it too, bitch, I know that you lyin', say it's just me and you And y'all left me outside to dry, but now I'm on fire and your neck on the bottom of my shoe They wanna kill a nigga just 'cause I'm speakin' the truth Bitch, I'm just a real nigga, I don't know what else to do Why lie? When I'm speakin' on my life They still plottin' on my ice Feel like I never get mine right Even though I try, I try, I try Even though I try, I try, I try Oh, na-na, na-na, na-na (What is blackice?) Oh, na-na, na-na, na-na Even though I try, I try, I try (Oh, na-na, na-na, na-na) Even though I try, I try, I try (Oh, na-na, na-na, na-na) Vocals: OMB Peezy/Will A Fool Mastering Engineer: Sergio Cortez Recording Engineer: Franklin "Staxx" Palacios Mixing Engineer: Franklin "Staxx" Palacios