Music: Ruben Flateboe [Intro] (verse by crescent) My life ive been so distant Cus i keep losing missions My life My failure I [?] I swear I see the light The light, the light, the light, the light I dont understand shit I don't wanna stand here I dont understand shit I don't wanna stand here My life ive been so distant Cus i keep losing missions My life My failure I dont understand shit I don't wanna stand here I dont understand shit I don't wanna stand here (verse by ultravialit) Yeah I don't understand it I don't wanna understand it Since it is up on this planet God is dead, god is dead everyones [?] **** the pain, it's a gift the way I damage Ignorant, I don't wanna understand it I don't Π΅at, I work better when i'm damagΠ΅d Count their blood On my knees scars with a Band-Aid Yeah Red pill baptize me Blue pill hypnotize you(Ye-Yeah) Red pill baptize me Blue pill hypnotize you I don't wanna understand it Stay in wonderland and see how deep the rabbit hole goes I don't wanna understand it Stay in wonderland and see how deep the rabbit hole goes It's a gift the way I damage I don't wanna understand it I work better when i'm damaged Cover up On my knees scars with a Band-Aid