Holding On

Lyrics: Alexander Gabriel Perez Music: Alexander Gabriel Perez We hear stories growing up about the man that save the day We see movies 'bout the two who found the love that guide the way But no one ever wants to teach the harsh reality that made me lose myself I guess oh well I had to lose me first to find myself I had to get so sick to care about health I had to lose some friends 'cause no one's helping me If this here's life, why's no one telling me? It's the same reason I sing on beat They just Too busy to care 'bout me I mean At this point who can I believe If it come from me? I do better when I'm laying in my bedroom Anxiety through the roof and that's true But I'm praying that I'm getting outta hell soon I'm colorblind to the toe Still I don't know what's a life without blue Therapist on my phone preaching how can I lose Got a f*cked up head, this ain't the life that I choose But I'm holding on for now We hear stories growing up about the man that save the day We see movies 'bout the two who found the love that guide the way But no one ever wants to teach the harsh reality that made me lose myself I guess oh well I had to lose me first to find myself I had to get so sick to care about health I had to lose some friends 'cause no one's helping me If this here's life, why's no one telling me? It's the same reason I sing on beat They just Too busy to care 'bout me I mean At this point who can I believe If it come from me? I do better when I'm laying in my bedroom Anxiety through the roof and that's true But I'm praying that I'm getting outta hell soon I'm colorblind to the toe Still I don't know what's a life without blue Therapist on my phone preaching how can I lose Got a f*cked up head, this ain't the life that I choose But I'm holding on for now