Lyrics: Amanda Fagan
Music: Amanda Fagan/Grace Thygeson
l still remember
the snow last december
the way that it fell on the ground
in this miserable place
with you,l felt safe
l thought that on you l could count
l remember last christmas
you got me a new disc
l was so excited to put it on
and we danced along
to my favorite song
l can’t believe those days are gone
how did such a happy story
have such a tragic end
could we go back to how it was back then
when nothing mattered more than friends
before we lost that happiness
to stubbornness and arrogance
l still remember
the lingering embers
you stared at in my fireplace
l let you borrow my things
took you under my wing
but l guess that my trust was misplaced
l put my guard down just for you
l should have known you’d leave me too
but could we go back to how it was back then
when nothing mattered more than friends
before we lost that happiness
to stubbornness and arrogance
you needed me last december
but l was still in november
focusing only on my regrets
and l let everything that we had
slip right through my hands
am l the reason
such a happy story
had such a tragic end
l guess l showed up
a little too late
would things have been different
lf l had stayed
l can hardly remember
the rain last december
but l know that it burned through my skin
they all loved that version of me
the one who couldn’t think
would you love me more
lf l was who l was then
could we go back to how it was back then
when nothing mattered more than friends
before we lost that happiness
to stubbornness and arrogance
and l’m sorry l didn’t become what you wanted
l’m sorry that l left all of your nights haunted
why is it that you
always leave in the end
why is it,with you
everything’s past tense
l still remember
the snow last december
the way that it fell on the ground