Lyrics: Edward Cai
Music: Edward Cai
I'm breathing in,yet,I still drown
In the sea of doubt
Mind in the air,I can't look down
Don't wanna hit the ground
Yet,my mind's still screaming out
My mouth can't make a sound
Want to be seen,yet not found out
Don't wanna lose this battleground
If I said I'm fine and satisfied
I'd be lying to myself
Wanna end this useless storyline
Put it right back on the shelf
It's easy when there's someone to blame
But my mind's trapped in a cell
And I'm the only one to blame
It's so hard when I hate myself
It's so hard when I hate myself
It's so hard when I hate myself
It's so hard when I hate myself
It's easy when there's someone to blame
But my mind's trapped in a cell
And I'm the only one to blame
It's so hard when I hate myself
I can't breathe(Can't breathe)
I'm so weak(I'm so weak)
Why does everyone depend on me?
I can't sleep
Wish I could dream
Feel my heart is tearing at the seams
I hope one day,I'll feel myself again
But lately,I've been stuck inside my head
So tell me was it something that I said?
'Cause I don't wanna lie to make amends(To make amends)
If I said I'm fine and satisfied
I'd be lying to myself
Wanna end this useless storyline
Put it right back on the shelf
It's easy when there's someone to blame
But my mind's trapped in a cell
And I'm the only one to blame
It's so hard when I hate myself
It's so hard when I hate myself
It's so hard when I hate myself
It's so hard when I hate myself
It's so hard when I hate myself
If I said I'm fine and satisfied
I'd be lying to myself
Wanna end this useless storyline
Put it right back on the shelf
It's easy when there's someone to blame
But my mind's trapped in a cell
And I'm the only one to blame
It's so hard when I hate myself