Music: Jowie Picks
Yeah
I been okay I guess
Still thinkin' of you though
My smile been gray not blue
Swear I moved on
But I still think of you
Told 'em I'm fine ain't true
Say I'm chill
But I'm missin' you too
My smile been gray not blue
I still wear the hoodie you gave me too
I don't text but I wish I could
If I said "I'm over it" I never would
Phone on silent brain on loud
I see your face when I'm in the crowd
I act okay I fake that smile
But you been stuck in me for a while
Coffee gone cold bed still a mess
Ghosts of you in my empty chest
Laughed too loud just
To quiet the pain
But everything sweet
Just don't hit the same
My smile been gray not blue
Swear I moved on
But I still think of you
Told 'em I'm fine ain't true
Say I'm chill but I'm missin' you too
My smile been gray not blue
I still wear the hoodie you gave me too
I don't text but I wish I could
If I said "I'm over it" I never would
Scroll your page new dude new place
I pause then swipe still feel that ache
Heart say "talk" pride say "no"
Guess I'm still stuck
In the "what we were" zone
I go out but I'm not really there
Fake convos fake laughs fake air
You the one that I still replay
But I'll keep sayin' that I'm okay
My smile been gray not blue
Swear I moved on
But I still think of you
Told 'em I'm fine ain't true
Say I'm chill but I'm missin' you too
My smile been gray not blue
I still wear the hoodie you gave me too
I don't text but I wish I could
If I said "I'm over it" I never would
It's not that I still want you back
I just don't know who I am without you
That's all