Lyrics: Jackson Brazier/Teodor Runsiö/Frans Torell/Kristen Carpenter
Music: Jackson Brazier/Teodor Runsiö/Frans Torell/Kristen Carpenter
I’ve been hiding in the hills
Been taking way too many pills
They never work, I do it still
I’ve been spending all my bills
On fancy stuff that isn’t real
Distract myself from any feels
Yet I still feel em
But I don’t sing ladida
Even though I’m ladida
Caus you’re always on my mind
Drives me crazy
I hate my heart
Hate my head
It all feels wrong
Makes me sick
When you’re not here, damn that shit blows
Love sux
But you don’t
I hate butterflies
Stomach aches
Something’s off
In my brain
When you’re round here, I don’t feel broke
Love sux
But you don’t
I’ve been on the edge of hell
My mum was worried bout my health
I only thought about myself and getting faded
Now I’m still struggling to sleep
I want your face right next to me
Do I text? it’s new to me
I’m in my feels yet
I hate my heart
Hate my head
It all feels wrong
Makes me sick
When you’re not here, damn that shit blows
Love sux
But you don’t
I hate butterflies
Stomach aches
Something’s off
In my brain
When you’re round here, I don’t feel broke
Love sux
But you don’t
So look at me all ladida
You make me all ladida
I’ll give it all a ****ing tr
Cause love sucks, but we’re fine
I hate my heart
Hate my head
It all feels wrong
Makes me sick
When you’re not here, damn that shit blows
Love sux
But you don’t
I hate butterflies
Stomach aches
Something’s off
In my brain
When you’re round here, I don’t feel broke
Love sux
But you don’t