Lyrics: TheGhettoBoi/No17inDminor
Music: TheGhettoBoi/No17inDminor/Uncle Damn
I know Im an emotional person
I used to drown in my pain
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Open my eyes but I conceal my own heart
Lost all passion, complaining the time flies
World stay still have I change my own thought
Words in my mind but I leashed em for what
Oh nah pull me up please that Im drowning
Pressure approaching that overwhelming
What do I do now just keep on waiting
Pointing fingers at people around me or not
Yeah Iām just blaming myself
All of a sudden thought about was to end myself
Maybe Im going to fail anybody who count on me da farewell
That Naive boy canāt cope
With the expectation like hill
Afraid of taking steps and drills
It is my fatalities
eventually ruin everything that I have
But speak frankly
opportunity wonāt appear itself instead
You must stand for something
And you must live for something
Pac rather die on his feet than lived on the knees
Step outside, recognize what reality should be
I feel like animals under the law
The System isnāt a fraud yeah
Holding your pulse behind those walls
No one even care what have you been brought
Keep on doing thatās what have em been taught
No interference just watching you fall
Compensate a little when damage you hard
What happen to em got assimilated thoughts
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Hold me tight
Donāt leave me alone
Iāve spent my time, to search for light
Lift me up
Donāt bring me down
Thatās not enough, keep looking around
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Donāt know what to do am I afraid to lose now I donāt care now wanna to spit it all out
Everyday thinking about if Iām a likable person or maniac towards somebody else
Caged up all my emotions in heart
Digest all the pessimistic thoughts
Running isnāt working then I use crawling
Suffocating drowning need some oxygen now!
Donāt know what itās like to be real again
No feelings inside sry itās hollow again
Back in the old day you be a man again
Enjoying the crowds and the āpridesā that you made
Back on the road now Iāll be my own god!
Don' t you worry Iāll take da deadly shot
Hop in cruising like Vin Diesel does
No time to waste itās about to depart yeah
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Just hold me tight
Don' t leave me alone
I' ve spent my time, to search for light
You lift me up
Don' t bring me down
That' s not enough, keep looking around