Lotus

Lyrics: Johanna Andrén/Emmanuel Hailemariam/Mats Sandahl/Karl Erkenborn Music: Johanna Andrén/Emmanuel Hailemariam/Erik Bodin/Mats Sandahl/Karl Erkenborn A good girl to me Someone in a dream I know good girl would see When she’s being told who to be In a pile of beliefs Now she’s gone Where you gone? Not in the winter Not in the spring Searching for something Hidden within me Teach brains to blow minds Taught not to see the flames Even when you cry you search for pools on the pillow cases I live to know what to do To be loved by you Down in the mud can you See the lotus bloom? I live to know what to do To be loved by you Down in the mud do you See the lotus bloom? Know all I did was try Know I've tried A good girl would do Poetry out of you I know a good girl would be Dancing till there's rain to our knees Never dry on beliefs Now shes gone All is gone White as my winter Pink as my spring I search for something Feels like an evening No roots to catch you You're free to flee Even when you're here you find yourself in a revery I live to know what to do To be loved by you Down in the mud can you See the lotus bloom? I live to know what to do To be loved by you Down in the mud do you See the lotus bloom? Know all I did was try Know I've tried You wanted a good girl I wanted a god You wanted a good girl Just to show her off I'm looking for something A right thing I'm thinking That I'm just a good girl to you Know that I've tried I'm trying to be someone Or something In nothing All I've done to be there for you Know that I've tired Know I've tried Know I've tried