October Birds

Music: Ruby McKinnon Where'd the October birds go?
I used to watch them from the window When I had eyes to see
When I was more like me
Where did your rosy face go?
When did your cheeks get so hollow? Just a reflection of me
Did I hurt you so badly?
I want to be good but the moment I see That runaway bride on the train headed east
I wanna be like her I wanna be free She lifts her dress and she runs into the street But I've never seen a staircase without dreaming of falling I'm the flinch in your cheek, I'm the shake in your hand I've laid here before, and I'll lay here again And I haven't seen war but I've tasted the sand I've died five hundred times with your flag in my hand
And I've never seen a river without dreaming of jumping Call me lucky and spoiled, I'm selfish and awful I wake and I want more I go to sleep needing you over and over
I take what you give me
No man is an island I'm the girl on your shoreline Washed up and heaving Pathetically breathing I cling to your sleeves and I stop you from leaving October birds singing and wedding bells ringing Tied to the altar, I'll keep you forever
Don't let me down easy, you're in me too deeply