i tell myself lies

There was a time When we were blinded by love and drove all night Just to get out of town To pretend we escaped
I could have died underneath all the stars By firelight With you there on the ground Without a complaint
I've been hoping, I've been praying I'll wake up in the rain Wearing your coat, that we're soaked in the tent that we made I tell myself lies
Like every minute, every moment Since you laid there with me That I've been sleeping, that you leaving was a terrible dream I tell myself lies
Someday maybe I'll wake Up there with you baby get a second chance to get it right I tell myself lies I tell myself lies
I'll admit I don't regret what I said But what I didn't That's what hurts me the most if I'm being honest
I miss your lips The way you spoke with a smile before we kissed The little notes that you wrote That I keep in my pocket
I've been hoping, I've been praying I'll wake up in the rain Wearing your coat, that we're soaked in the tent that we made I tell myself lies
Like every minute, every moment Since you laid there with me That I've been sleeping, that you leaving was a terrible dream I tell myself lies
Someday maybe I'll wake Up there with you baby get a second chance to get it right I tell myself lies I tell myself lies