Lyrics: Adam Fritzler/Amman Nurani/Henry Lotas-Sherratt/Taizion Vinson
Music: Adam Fritzler/Amman Nurani/Henry Lotas-Sherratt/Taizion Vinson
I make the struggle look beautiful, life is crazy
I been through pain, felt some depression, it made me
Most of my niggas turned they back, it ain't break me
I gave my heart to people, I regret it, they played me
I'm dealin' with these scars that never heal
Permanent scars that never heal
I just want to know who's really here
Come around, don't want no drama so just be my peace
We ain't have nowhere to go so we was in the streets
Really from them projects, we was strugglin' just to f**kin' eat
Was broker than a b***h so I ain't have to worry 'bout 'em leechin'
Crazy, I'm on top now niggas mad I don't speak
I told my dawg I couldn't do nothin', ain't hear from him in weeks
It's like a nigga gotta die just to get him some peace
When I fell out with my big brother, shit it hurt me so deep
Mmm, everything I love always seem to die
I don't have no tears, all these tears I've cried
Lost three of my brothers, I'm just askin' God why?
Life has been so crazy, it's like we livin' just to die
I make the struggle look beautiful, life is crazy
I been through pain, felt some depression, it made me
Most of my niggas turned they back, it ain't break me
I gave my heart to people, I regret it, they played me
I'm dealin' with these scars that never heal
Permanent scars that never heal
I just want to know who's really here
2012 Shaviya died, hurt a nigga deep
Probably why a nigga walk around with this heat
When Che killer get out, man, I'm gon' get him off the streets
Probably never love again 'cause ain't nobody lovin' me
I'm livin' in a world so cold
My nigga dead, my nigga dead
I'm f**ked up in the head, I'll paint the city red
Real street nigga, I don't send threats on the internet
In real life, I'm livin' that
They don't really know how I'm feelin' inside
On them Percocet's when my lil' brother had died
Bullet hit his heart, it had me questionin' God
I swear, I damn near fainted when doctor said he ain't survive
I make the struggle look beautiful, life is crazy
I been through pain, felt some depression, it made me
Most of my niggas turned they back, it ain't break me
I gave my heart to people, I regret it they played me
I'm dealin' with these scars that never heal
Permanent scars that never heal
I just want to know who's really here