Thousand Yard Stare

Lyrics: Jane Louise Fredericks Music: Jane Louise Fredericks I'm afraid of every single person I've ever loved I'm afraid of each and every person who's ever loved me Gotta remind myself that God's inside me, not above me I'm afraid of the earth, I'm afraid of the sun I'm afraid of having too much fun Staring down the wrong end of this gun A new part of the end has just begun If it seems I don't care Forgive my thousand yard stare I keep my back against the wall Pinned down by drugs and alcohol (Misery, agony You & me keep killing me Jealousy, honesty Honestly, it's gotta bะต) I achieved all my dreams at 23 I'vะต had a real hard time thinking up some new ones Ascent to the middle class seems like a chore Safety feels impossible to score I just don't see the point anymore I only ever know peace when I snore If it seems I don't care Forgive my thousand yard stare I keep my back against the wall Pinned down by drugs and alcohol If it seems I don't care Forgive my thousand yard stare I keep my back against the wall Pinned down by drugs and alcohol