Music: James McHenry
Forever killing me
Choking on my own words
Hoping that i end up dead
Ink hits the paper
But there's nothing that hasn't been said
I try to tell myself that want i'm feeling is alright
I invalidate that suffering is daily life
FOREVER AND EVER
These thoughts won't leave my mind
FOREVER AND EVER
I'm ****ing telling you it's
KILLING ME
(inside and i don't reach out)
SEVER ME
(from this cloud of self loathing)
Can't spill the vomit inside
Can't stop telling myself lies
THE WORLD
****ing drains my will
TO BE ALIVE
It's been killing me a felling of inadequacy
A shattered disappointment wrapped in rags of uncertainty
I push my head under the water so that i can feel clean
But the blood has stained my soul
I can never be
FREE
I can never be
FREE
Abandoned on the pavement bleeding out,
I'm fading away
I ask if this is the end
But this is everyday
Burden to my loved ones
I can never ****ing fall asleep
Headed for disaster
No one ever hears me ****ing scream
Suffocating so frustrating
Wish that i could end it all
I'm just fading
Depreciating
Nail myself onto a cross
Try again,
Again again
But i don't feel a change at all
FOREVER AND EVER
They eat my soul away
FOREVER AND EVER
They ****ing KILLING ME
KILLING ME
SEVER ME
Can't spill the vomit inside
Can't spill the vomit inside
CAN'T SPILL
****
KILLING ME
(inside and i don't reach out)
SEVER ME
(from this cloud of self loathing)
Can't spill the vomit inside
Can't spill the vomit inside
THE WORLD
****ing drains my will
TO BE ALIVE