Music: Saverio Valenzi
Lately I'll be honest I ain't feelin' like a man
Bringing nothin' to the table but a set of empty hands
Down for so long, I know they're unaware
Lately I'll be honest I ain't feelin' like a man
Bringing nothin' to the table but a set of empty hands
Down for so long, I know they're unaware
Wipe away the tears, as I hide it from the fam
Told myself that I'mma get it I been tryna make the plans
To get 20's 100's 50's wrapped up in a rubber band
Broke for so long, in need of a repair
Picking up the pieces, leave it in the past
I don't wanna sell a lie about a silver spoon,
Parents busted a 12 plus for fridges filled with food
Growing up I heard the back and forth when bills were due
I'm window shopping tryna figure how to steal the loot
I want dior dior dior
But don't we all we all we all
Want a life that be lavish
Try it and we grab it
Loui v luggage, try carrying our baggage
Homie put me on, I'm flipping packs and surviving
**** a 9-5, I've been doing 5-9 and
I'm still barely getting by
Like I be wanting more from this life, I wanna thrive
When birthdays and Christmas come around I be stressing
Don't know when I last walked in the house with a present
Mumma tell me that she proud and I'm a blessing
But looking in the mirror I just doubt and second guess it
Lately I'll be honest I ain't feelin' like a man
Bringing nothin' to the table but a set of empty hands
Down for so long, I know they're unaware
Wipe away the tears, as I hide it from the fam
Told myself that I'mma get it I been tryna make the plans
To get 20's 100's 50's wrapped up in a rubber band
Broke for so long, in need of a repair
Picking up the pieces, leave it in the past
I find myself dwelling on the simpler times
But it ain't in my control I can't click and rewind
As I got older I would tend to stress on nickles and dimes
No hand outs I've been tryna get a grip on my mind
Time I'm spending overthinking cost an arm and a leg
Demons living in my mind I should be charging 'em rent
I should be parting with them
I was down by 50 bands and then I started again
Reminiscing on the days, where the money never phased me
Struggle getting paid, I be thinking on it daily
Drowning in these bills, ain't no one come save me
Put myself in this position, I know I can only blame me
Give my all to the music hoping I can feed my family
Say I need a fallback, gotta get a plan B
Nah I aint settin up to fail, just cause they dont understand me
**** 'em brother they don't speak the language
Lately I'll be honest I ain't feelin' like a man
Bringing nothin' to the table but a set of empty hands
Down for so long, I know they're unaware
Wipe away the tears, as I hide it from the fam
Told myself that I'mma get it I been tryna make the plans
To get 20's 100's 50's wrapped up in a rubber band
Broke for so long, in need of a repair
Picking up the pieces, leave it in the past