Lyrics: Joshua Pearman
Music: Joshua Pearman/Scott Maullu/Stone Behzadi
I don't really feel alive
I been getting caught up in emotions
oh oh oh oh oh oh and I
I been ****ing starving myself
been stuck here living in my own reality that cant happen
dreams of the past when life was so innocent
Now imma machine how algorithmically
I keep returning no entry, service denial, computer says no,
I'm reading out zeros, emotions dictated by the numbers on the screen
you keep on texting me and I keep on texting you
so we should go watch a movie, watch you like sleepin beauty
any man wanna come try this, shoot him like call of duty
I don't want no p**** sly diss, id rather you come right too me
dont you try, dont think twice
or it builds, the pressures building like an eruption
I cant a single disruption
or I'm losing my brain, losing
losing all my, losing all my brain
I don't really feel alive
I been getting caught up in emotions
oh oh oh oh oh oh and I
I been ****ing starving myself
been stuck here living in my own reality that cant happen
dreams of the past when life was so innocent
I have bided my time, I've waited my whole life
surely id have figured it out by now
if I die, was this all a waste, a waste oh
if I die, was this all a waste, a waste