Lyrics: Arn Ma
Music: Arn Ma
ive been so displaced feel like waste clogging the drains and
im tryna find a way to end the pain that i have felt
and i cannot get away from all this shit put in my face and
im moving so slow got some shit up in my veins
trapped behind these chains i cant keep on moving forwards
all my homies going on without me im a loner
throwing up in the bathrooms but im sober
posted up in a black room with a strap on me
dont act funny might take a soul
i been so down bad i been so low
and i'm solo,i'm so alone
i just wanna go, wanna go home
gotta stay low, pills got me so slow
yea i wont make it thru the night i need my brains blown
we not the same bro, i swear im not sane hoe
my heart it stays cold,ig thats where my pain goes
oh when im off of the pills im searching for something real
and im walking on glass,i still got shards in my heals
and i cannot relax, cant lyk how i feel
and i got my skull cracked, for u ill go and get killed
and i thought it all would change,
but i lost my ****in hope
get the **** away from me,
bitch dont get too ****ing close
and thru it all ima bleed,
ik that i lose control
its sum shit i cant believe,
i turned to what i hate the most
ive been so displaced feel like waste clogging the drains and
im tryna find a way to end the pain that i have felt
and i cannot get away from all this shit put in my face and
im moving so slow got some shit up in my veins
trapped behind these chains i cant keep on moving forwards
all my homies going on without me im a loner
throwing up in the bathrooms but im sober
posted up in a black room with a strap on me
dont act funny might take a soul
i been so down bad i been so low
and i'm solo,i'm so alone
i just wanna go, wanna go home