Lyrics: TheReal Lil Kush
Music: Thereal Lil Kush
Arranger: Colin_Miles
I used to remember the days when we were dead broke
Had no money for rent so I would slang dope
I still picture the day when you left home, leaving two broken kids on their own
No power, water, no food, when you broke off
All we wanted was a mother that could hold us close
But instead pain, tears and lost cause, from your addiction and depression we were so lost
From day one to the end there was fake love, no sense of protection no place to run off
" Butit's okay, I understand, mommadon't cry" ya babyboy's in a place that youcan't find
No one to to beat on him, kick him down to the ground, no one to pick on him for being his fatself
But waitdon't that seem quite familiar, that was you all along quite peculiar
Butit's okay, butit's okay
Ha
I used to hang around thugs, even though they sold drugs showed a brother love, ha
I used to sell rocks, sitting by the mail box, when I heard a couple shots coming from mybro's opps
Dad walked out when I was a ****ing baby, man that shit is so ****ing crazy, ha
Couldn't let it faze me
Cops beating me for my color,couldn't even call my ****ing mother
Butit's okay
It is okay
Yeahit's okay, yeahit's okay
Yeah
Tell my fam that I miss them, wish I could kiss them, maybe even just a hug, huh
But they goin treat me like a bug sweep me underneath the rug
That's the life of a thug
That's the life of a thug
That's the life of a thug,That's the life of a thug,That's the life of a thug