Music: Cinya Khan/Eli Torgersen
[Verse 1]
You didn't mean to hurt me
You were just being honest
Well, honestly, I'm hurting
Yeah, that's the truth, I promise
[Verse 2]
So, why'd you have to say that?
What was it you were wanting?
How did you think I'd take that?
'Cause you seem surprised about me crying
[Chorus]
I've been so malleable
So easily defined by you
Thought it made me valuable
To be exactly what you wanted
It's just impractical
To be a fraction of myself for you
Thought it made me valuable
But this isn't what I wanted
[Verse 3]
You said my name so gently
And then you dropped the bomb
You never really loved me
And you're still surprised about me crying
[Chorus]
I've been so malleable
So easily defined by you
Thought it made me valuable
To be exactly what you wanted
It's just impractical
To be a fraction of myself for you
Thought it made me valuable
But this isn't what I wanted
[Bridge]
I was like putty in your hands
Looking back, I understand
I woulda done better if I knew how to
You turned me into someone, and I allowed you
I was a board to pin your dreams
And this is not a reckoning, but
I walk away with nothing, and it reminds me
If I don't start looking, I'll never find me
[Chorus]
I've been so malleable
So easily defined by you
Thought it made me valuable
To be exactly what you wanted, oh
It's just impractical
To be a fraction of myself for you
Thought it made me valuable
But this isn't what I wanted
[Outro]
It's just impractical
To be a fraction of myself for you
Thought it made me valuable
But this isn't what I wanted