Ghast Up

Lyrics: Dan Bull Music: Dan Bull Please, could you stop the noise? I'm trying to get some rest From all the undead souls Whose voices crowd in my head I’m floating high up in the air No legs or arms or feet or fingers Sentenced to be a sentient cumulonimbus I'm not tired, I’m just restin' my eyes And I'd be lyin' if I said the time was the best of my life Strainin' all my effort to try, just not to pry (Try, pry) If you'd estimate my pain I'd wonder what you'd guess it’d be like (Let me know) So what if my voice is pitch-tired? (Pitch-tirеd?) I spit fire (I spit fire) And you’re guaranteed thе fear when you're hit by it (Hit by it) Get ’hind (Get 'hind) And come down like a zip-wire (Zip-wire) Hit, turnin' 'round to a spin dryer (Spin dryer) And you get how i feel up livin’ in a perpetual condition of disquire (disquire) How to remember how I got here? Where I came from and what year? My brain is in a fog and it's not clear Maybe I should just stop here But I know I won't 'cause I'm 'a-drifting Never catch a break, I should just stay up in top gear Even after the day I passed away I'm still trapped in the space up here Please, could you stop the noise? (Noise?) I'm trying to get some rest From all the undead souls whose voices crowd in my head I'm a drifter, I don't wanna be here If I die now I'll be the only one to shed a tear How many lost souls live in fear The specific quantity is unclear So I'm sorry if you were expecting a twist Nah, I'm just trying to forget I exist Nah, you got me ghast up You got me ghast up No one looks up to me (No) Except to literally (Oh) And I never used to be like this originally I was once a living being, living the dream Until it seemed I'd been stripped of dignity and everything Started burning up around me Surrounded, first to doubt me I'm bursting to just ask if somebody else can help me But my mouth keeps coming up with something else I'm too hot, tempered (Whoosh) I tried to speak my pain but the flames kept it censored (Whoosh) I remember running through the fields of Heaven (Yeah) Now I'm here in the Nether (Now) If I close my eyes for long enough I might feel better But it feels like I've been here forever Halfway between the sea and the desert (Whoosh) Still, however hard we fall, we need to at least appear together Will it be accepted? Guess not (Guess not) I'm a ghast in a house of Hip-Hop (Hip-Hop) Leavin' the piglings that're treating me ignorant At least I can sleep to not get pissed off (Pissed off) Please could you stop the noise? I'm trying to get some rest From all the undead souls whose voices crowd in my head I'm a drifter, I don't wanna be here (Hey) If I die now I'll be the only one to shed a tear How many lost souls live in fear The specific quantity is unclear So I'm sorry if you were expecting a twist Nah, I'm just trying to forget I exist Nah, you got me ghast up You got me ghast up Please, could you stop the noise? I'm trying to get some rest From all the undead souls whose voices crowd in my head (Crowd in my head) They called me a balloon Said, "Why don't you perform under the tune?" I said, "Why don't you **** the **** off if that's all you're gonna do?" (Whoo!) See, normally I'm too avoided to be rude But with all the noises cutting through So I felt I didn't have a choice but to cut it loose Float like a butterfly (sting like a bee) Opening up my life (intimately) Don't bottle up your anxiety, misery Don't let it fill you up Don't be like me Don't let it slow you up Don't let it blow you up Don't blame yourself if you become your opiate? I felt like everyone else was below me But that was baloney I'm only this lonely 'Cause I've been closin' my eyes No hope of ever seeing skies I was so tired of trying to try I would have been pleased to die I'm a drifter, I don't wanna be here (Hey) If I die now I'll be the only one to shed a tear How many lost souls live in fear The specific quantity is unclear So I'm sorry if you were expecting a twist Nah, I'm just trying to forget I exist Nah, you got me ghast up You got me ghast up