Lyrics: Weinman Sergey Music: Weinman Sergey I want to be free, be able to see To feel your skin your soul whenever I want it But we are in this world unable to love To feel your love your hate my scars your blade and I remember how I held your hand Back then I felt alive But now I want to die Why I feel these feelings Why I can’t avoid it Should I keep in secret My love your hate my scars your blade and I remember how I held your hand back then I felt alive but now I want to die Primal fear and sorrow will bring you tomorrow All I hope is dying in your hands with me I want to be free be able to see To feel your love my hate my scars your blade and I remember how I held your hand Back then I felt alive But now I know that I like pain and sorrow There’s no need for me To feel alive So now I want to die