Lyrics: Simone Pangilinan
Music: Simone Pangilinan
When I stop hurting
Will I get up off the floor?
When I see you, will I smile then?
Will I really know for sure?
I’ll stop believing that I might
Find you at my front door
With an explanation, hello or hi
Or maybe even just a proper goodbye
When I stop hurting
Will it mean I don’t love you anymore?
When I stop hurting
Will my heart be stronger when
I see your face, I hear your name
Or am close to you even?
Will I remember
That I’m no longer allowed
To hear you speak or laugh
And turn immediately around
Oh baby
I’m going crazy without you
But you can’t know that
You’re never coming back, and that’s the truth
When I stop hurting
Do you think I will forget?
That we grew up holding hands
So when our growing fingers met,
They fit together…
Do you think they do that still?
I no longer want to hope that maybe
Someday they will
I no longer want to memorize
The feeling of your hands on mine
The sound of your voice
Smell of your hair
If I had a choice
I’d forget where we stole our kisses
Oh, honey don’t
You think this is crazy?
But you’ve stopped hurting
And I don’t want to hurt you anymore
No, I don’t want to love you
Don’t want to want to kiss or hug you
Don’t want to miss you
Or love you anymore