Music: Charli Eglinton
It's only when you're gone do I realize how much I think about you.
It's only when I can't see your face, I see just how much I miss.
The way you hesitate to smile, like you're afraid it's out of line.
I know where this is leading.
I feel the way it ends.
I made my choice. I closed that door. I promised I would never fall in love.
I can't believe I let my guard down to you.
I can't afford the way I feel to shine through.
I can't afford to fall in love, and risk everything if I fell.
But I just can't help myself.
No, I just can't help myself.
Between us there's a line, that will always keep us both apart.
A line we couldn't cross, that we can't break.
Even so……
Just to know I'm yours, and you are mine.
Even if it's only in our minds.
Just to fantasize what could have been in another life is enough.
I know where this is leading.
But I don't feel how it ends.
I made my choice, but that was then.
And now I choose to fall in love.
I can't believe I could be wanted by you.
I can't stop how I feel from shining through.
I can't wait to fall in love, and have nothing to regret.
Cause I just can't help myself.
No, I just can't help myself.
Ah.
I can't believe I thought I meant something to you.
I can't believe I let my feeling shine through.
I can't believe I'd fall in love, forget my place, and risk everything if I fell.
But I couldn't help myself.
No, I couldn't help myself.