Firing Sideways

Lyrics: Grace Gardner Music: Grace Gardner I mentioned you to Jack Who mentioned you to Taylor They didn't have your name on the guestlist at The Empire You swore you'd done me a favor By trying to pin me down Before I had the chance to say something big about the way my name still lives in your mouth And it's rent-free, made a home now With wood scraps and a casting couch You should've just told me If what you wanted was someone conniving I can give it to you What kind of favor would it be? If you got up to leave Rotting in my rearview I spoke with your biggest fear She's insignificance, so deep seeded, just waiting here for you To let loose one single tear You're robotic, formulaic Suffocated if you couldn't rent an ear They're bleeding when you talk Tip-toeing on a fault line You think it's me or nobody at all And you've bet everything you got on big shots firing sideways But name recognition is worth the clot You could've just told me If what you wanted was arm candy I can fake it for a night But what you crave, baby A trophy worth noting I can't fake that for life That second fear came true Remember how you begged and pleaded me to not say jack-shit about you? Well, I tried the best I could do... But the truth is, storyteller Somebody else will bring you back to bloom and kill you too