Lyrics: Amaya Marie Fisher
Music: Amaya Marie Fisher
From the start of my time, I've been writing on this page
Caught in a war I was never meant to wage
Friends turned to strangers and brothers to brawn
My mind's become muddled, why can't we all get along?
Caged and afraid
Unsure where to go, I thought
If I helped everyone, then I would know
But confusion and heartache is all I have gained
My memories are lost to help numb the pain
Everything is fine
The tyrants you helped are a step on their grave
Why do you care?
There's nothing left you can save
You fought for them, dared for them, needlessly cared for them
If you help them all, then you're guaranteed to fail
To the whims of a misery destined to prevail
But oh, come on, now
Everything is fine
No, I'm alone!
I'm just imagining
I know there's nothing there
I am not hearing voices
There's no reason to be scared!
I'll just block them out, they tell of things l'd never do
If it comes from within, how can it not be from you?
You're a traitor
Betrayer
You left them in favor of destruction
Of everything your friends once held dear
You lied to them, spied on them, but never would die for them
You ran like a coward from everything you'd known
I'm all by myself, but I'm never alone
Everything is fine
My memories evade me
Why do tears hurt my eyes?
This burn is so intense, I may rather I die!
No!
Why would I say that?
These whispers can't be so
If I can't trust myself, then what do I really know?
No!
Everything is fine
(Traitor, betrayer)
(The spineless obeyer)
It's fine (you left the m in favor of war)
I'll be fine (got more than you bargained for)
(Nowhere to hide!)
Everything is fine (chose the wrong side)
(Destruction and fire (she knows))
(Built trust out of liars (she's calling out to you))
I'll be fine (you hurt those you cared for the most)
(We miss her, we miss her, we miss her)
It's fine (you're a parasite waiting to leech off a host (come home))
Oh, I'm fine (she knows)
I'll be fine
I'll be fine
I
I
I forgot
Nevermind