Lyrics: Cameron Charles McEachern
Music: Cameron Charles McEachern
[Chorus]
Tryna distract myself, you causing damage
You left and took half my health
Somebody wake me out this nightmare, I'll slap myself
I'm losing my mind, can't you tell? (Can’t you tell?)
Woah-oh
Can't explain how bad it felt to see you move on with another, it's sad as hell, woah-oh (Woah-oh)
Like why the **** are you glad I fell?
Can you release me out the grip of your spell?
[Verse 1]
Okay, I close my eyes, still see your face
My heart gone and my head, I can't hold straight
You moved on, god damn, why you don't say?
A second without you like four days
I paid for what I did, seen no change
Now I'm hanging out the V' like road rage
Me and you was supposed to be soulmates
Girl, I don't want you to go away
You're a part of me, I'll never get back
Where the plug? Need to roll some stat
I showed you things you ain't showed me back
How am I gonna cope with that?
God damn, I might relapse
I'm begging you just give me a chance
[Verse 2]
I know I've been lost in my ways
Often M.I.A, 'cause I don't like pretending like I've been okay (Oh-oh)
Flip yo card on me, make me look insane
And these drugs I take help me keep the doctors away, oh-oh
This do not feel right inside, you use me then play victim, why?
Everything I see reminds me of your face, oh, I should sit inside
You can't say I didn't try
I gave you my all
[Chorus]
Tryna distract myself, you causing damage, you left and took half my health
Somebody wake me out this nightmare, I'll slap myself
I'm losing my mind, can't you tell? Woah-oh
Maybe I'll blast myself
Is that the only way I'll escape this magic spell?
I'm dumb for thinking I could win you with cash and wealth
I'm always checking in like you a hotel
[Verse 3]
I’ll be here even if this shit might take a year
Yo' man ain’t me girl, you gon' be my lady still
Do he make you feel special when you hate it here?
Don’t want none of these hoes, okay? Let’s make it clear
Can’t see myself without you so I hate the mirror
Hear voices in my head, it’s almost like I hear her
I'll drink my pain away but it don't stop the tears
Terrified of losing you so now I can't even fear none
Oh my god
[Outro]
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