kids table (as written)

Music: Avery Nichole Lynch/Neisha Grace Lyrics: Neisha Grace/Avery Nichole Lynch 22 is stupid, confusing, and messed up Between clueless and trying and grown up Some of my friends they still act like they're kids and Some of them have 'em   I'm sort of mostly fully independent But my mom still makes all my appointments And I don't know what I'd do if she didn't   Lately I haven't been sure where I'm supposed to fit in Honestly I thought I'd figure it out as I went   But I still sit at the kids table and I don't think I wanna leave it And no one told me that growing up you're just tryna catch up To the way you're supposed to be feeling And now I'm gonna be turning 23 and nothing is different Yeah I still sit at the kids table never gonna know when to leave it   22 is faking I have it together 'Cause when I don't I feel like I've gone nowhere Wearing hand-me-down clothes from my sisters even though We're thousands of miles from each other And I keep cutting my hair to feel different As if that could change my whole perspective It never does and I only regret it   Lately I haven't been sure where I'm supposed to fit in Honestly I thought I'd figure it out as I went   But I still sit at the kids table and I don't think I wanna leave it And no one told me that growing up you're just tryna catch up To the way you're supposed to be feeling And now I'm gonna be turning 23 and nothing is different Yeah I still sit at the kids table never gonna know when to leave it   I still sit and the kids table and I don't think I wanna leave it No one told me that growing up you're just tryna catch up To the way you're supposed to be feeling And now I'm gonna be turning 23 and nothing is different I still sit at the kids table never gonna know when to leave-i-i-i-i-i it I still sit at the kids table never gonna know when to leave it