Mount St. Mary

Words or reason, Can't be leaving, I thought I would be the reason, For you to stay out tonight, Believe me I can't stand the fight, And I thought that you could stand me, With all of your sudden gestures, But you lead me home, Alone again and in my room, And I thought that I could find you, On IG but I couldn't find you, I'll never see you again, I wish I had a lot more friends, And I can't talk to you, But I'm the only one in the room, And I wish I had the balls, To walk up to you and say “hello,”, It doesn't matter, She won't like me, How can anyone enjoy me? I've gotten so drunk, Vomiting I know it's so messed up, I wish I could enjoy the whiskey, Normally I drink 'til ya miss me, When I'm on the floor, Hopefully you can pick me up, Where the **** did my clothes go? How'd I end up in this bed? Who is driving me home? Still I wonder why I'm all alone, And I can talk to you, But I'm way too drunk to, And I should stop complaining, And I should stop this drinking, I don't think it's fair to say, That every night ended the same, But that's why I can't stop, This shot is one more chance I've got.