灰色记忆

Lyrics: FlowerTree Music: FlowerTree Arranger: FlowerTree/BoxerEven my childhood is not complete (我的童年并不完整) it can be described as grey (它可以描述成灰色) companionship is my favourite thing (陪伴是我最喜欢的事) but i have never owned it (但我从未拥有过它) but i have never experienced (但我从来也没体会过) the warmth of being loved (被爱的温暖) 我童年发生的事现在一直都是我的一道疤 虽然我很想再帮他弥补上半段丢失想要的一切 可被偷走的时间我无法捞回只能用纸笔接着描写 i have been hated since i was a child (我从小就被讨厌反感) 他们的冷眼看着我就像是寒冷刺骨的冰雪 初中时班主任讨厌我让班里对我这个差生冷眼 我想到家里的情况不想惹事也懒得去拼命争辩 可它势利眼愈发强烈让我始终忘不掉它的嘴脸 即使我当时的情绪已经到达了滚烫的沸点 但是我清楚沉住了气我才能顺利走到更远 我有能力逃离梦魇也有能力跨出危险 不过也快熬出头了路近在眼前 my childhood is not complete (我的童年并不完整) it can be described as grey (它可以描述成灰色) companionship is my favourite thing (陪伴是我最喜欢的事) but i have never owned it (但我从未拥有过它) but i have never experienced (但我从来也没体会过) the warmth of being loved (被爱的温暖) 我童年发生的事现在一直都是我的一道疤 Although i never listen to the lecture in class (虽然我上课从不认真听讲) but i am better than a good student (但我就比那些好学生好的太多) good student shutup (你们快点闭嘴) 无论是好学生做错的事反正都由我们差生来背 他不管你三七二十一不会去审问你管谁错谁对 im fed up with this unequal education (我受够了这种不平等的教育) 每次的板子碰撞在我的身体我也会感觉到疼 我的指头被打出血直到已变得发麻发冷 there is no support behind me我只能忍气吞声 (我身后没有依靠) i feel very wronged (我感觉很痛苦委屈) the world is very distorted (这个世界非常扭曲) 你是否还会相信平等对待在这世界存在吗 就算平等出现我丢掉的青春也不见了 我被摧残我的身体灵魂被蹂躏的破烂不堪 我被摧残我的灵魂没有伴侣也变得很孤单 我被摧残我被摧残我的眼里没光全是灰暗 我被摧残我被摧残我吞下苦胆 i feel very wronged 我变得破烂不堪 i feel very wronged 我留有太多遗憾 i feel very wronged i feel very wronged i apologise to myself my childhood is not complet it can be described as grey companionship is my favourite thing but i have never owned it but i have never experienced the warmth of being loved 我童年发生的事现在一直都是我的一道疤