Music: Benjamin F Hannington
Smokin' on the devil's lettuce
I like stranglin' my bitches, it's a sexual fetish
House like a pharmacy, call me your local chemist
Tell 'em time to separate the sheep and shepherd
I can't do forgivin', I don't do forgettin'
Tryna make impressions, I don't do impressions
She can't be my wife, but she can hold a session
If ain't countin' paper, then I'm countin' blessings
I told 'em rest in peace, dipped like the rippΠ΅r
Feel like I lost my daughter's ratin' since I datΠ΅d strippers
And no matter what I buy her, it don't make no difference
But how can complain when I done raised her different?
Containin' all these ****ed up thoughts
When I let women in my life, it got me ****ed up more
I tried to show these brothers love, but they got lost in thought
Cah when I needed somethin' back, there weren't no love no more
You know?
Hustlin' for food
I ain't ever claimed that I'm a gangster or a goon
No license, just insurance and a re-up in my boot
Told my driver, "If you see the federale, better move"
I used to roll to show and prove
Back when me and Z were sharin' shoes
Hit my first lick and gave my cousin half the food
I hated bein' broke, I never had no damn excuse
That's the truth
They don't like my vibe, they say I'm way too deep
Have you ever seen a snake that had hands and feet?
You can bet your life that I'm a different breed
Before I learned how to cook, I was feedin' fiends
I feel like I need some sleep
Seen a man return broken when they sold him dreams
Creepin' on these streets, I'm tryna keep discreet
But if don't keep creepin', how we supposed to eat?
I came off the benches, overcame the trenches (Mad)
If they don't let me in, then I'll create an entrance
Different dimensions, please pay attention
This is my story, I'II decide the endin'
I done smoked a frog and a went to see the gods
Couldn't tell you what they told me, it would leave you shocked
Paid the cost to be the boss, be thinkin' out the box
I'm in a room full of work if you need a job
The older get, the less are my friends
Sometimes I had to do it twice to learn that lesson again
You know?
Money and fame, let it get to my brain
No point in financial freedom when you're mentally caged
Shorty tried to play me, only played herself (
Lyin' on my name, you call that mental health
I just hope delusion help you pay your bills
And you don't lose composure and become yourself
It's forever "**** you, pay me!"
Benny still sleepin' like a baby
Left out lazy
Charge it to the game, they can't play me
Miss me with that shit when it's fugazi
Love me or hate me
Either way, it pays me
Everythin' gravy
Pack game, wham like Jamie
Savin' for them days even when they weren't rainy
Sure thing, ain't no, if, buts or maybes
Brothers that shot and bothers that shoot
They're like executive chef, the way they come with the food
Bada bing, bada boom, they take you out of your shoes
If I ain't effin' with a pack, I'm probably up in the booth
Look, I got somethin' to lose, nothin' to prove
I find it hard to break away, man, I feel stuck in my roots
It's who? Man on the move
You movin' loose
If you ain't tryna watch your back, then they might come for your juice
You know?
I turned a good woman to a head case
Introduced my mum to bad ones 'cause I got dead taste
I seen a girl sniff coke and start to shed weight
How the hell we supposed to settle down? You always in space
I guess that's my karma for leavin' Tia
Maybe that's my karma for hurtin' Chelsea
I shoulda listened when you tried to tell me
But I picked lust over love and it became unhealthy
My dahghter in her terrible teens
I wish she soaked up my knowledge, but she hates when I preach
I guess she get it from her dad when she behavin' like me
But I didn't always fall and get to land on my feet
It's deep
That's why I'm screamin', "I don't wanna see the cycle repeat!
I can't say it how I want it, so I'm keepin' it neat (Ssh)
But my point is: don't you ever follow mummy or me
Only thing I ever want is see you follow your dreams
For the flip's sake, we was doin' risk takes
Peddle-bike diaries, we was wearin' out our disc brakes
Everythin' I wanted had fixate
Either dictatin' or you let somebody dictate
Don't try and understand me, man, I'm still tryin
Assassinate my character, they still tryin
I ain't rich yet, but I'm still tryin
So many failed attempted, but I'm still tryin