Lyrics: John Kramer
Music: John Kramer
They call it a cult drug
Xanax is the anti-anxiety pill meant to alleviate worries
Joms ****ing hates you
The internet just does not offer Xanax
But through private clinics and the the black market
There's signs it's use is getting out of control
Hurry up and tell me, tell me what the **** is wrong with me
You can't help me, you can sit and watch me ****ing bleed
I told you I was sick inside
You kissed my lips and said, "It's fine"
You swore you'd stay, then let me die, die, die
Baby, can you let me carve your name? Or are we just not the same?
Tear me up, then stitch me back
Then break my heart, I'll love the pain
Like, slit my wrists, no turning back
I hope you watch while I decay
Like, b***h, I do it for the drugs
And I do it for the fame
I love drugs that kill
Serotonin in a pill
If I overdose tonight, would you still tell me that it's real?
I love drugs that kill
Baby, tell me how you feel
If I OD'd in your arms tonight, would you still love me still?
I love drugs that kill
Serotonin in a pill
If I overdose tonight, would you still tell me that it's real?
I love drugs that kill
Baby, tell me how you feel
If I OD'd in your arms tonight, would you still love me still?
Girl, tell me that you love me if we lose everything
I don't wanna drown you out but b***h, I swear you're insane
You sit and watch me cut right through my veins
I don't wanna look at your face, I hate what you say
Without you, my love, I don't think I'm alright
Doing all my drugs just so I can get by
Heart is so cold, like I don't think I can cry
Staring at my ceiling, I'm like, God, please why
Cut it, just cut it, oh, it's one of my habits
I can't sleep or eat at night, I don't know how I manage
We don't think the same, we don't think the same
We don't think the same, girl, you got me cutting on my veins (βdisoc8)
I love drugs that kill
Serotonin in a pill
If I overdose tonight, would you still tell me that it's real?
I love drugs that kill
Baby, tell me how you feel
If I OD'd in your arms tonight, would you still love me still?
I love drugs that kill
Serotonin in a pill
If I overdose tonight, would you still tell me that it's real?
I love drugs that kill
Baby, tell me how you feel
If I OD'd in your arms tonight, would you still love me still?