Lyrics: Mathæus Ayob Araya/Kasra Hakami Kermani
Music: Mathæus Ayob Araya/Frej Randrup Lund
As we lay and reminisce upon our horizons
I can tell you all the shit that happened to me
Ever since the virus I had one girl a true angel
A true protector till I cut her wings off, painful
I lost a couple friends a whole handful
Now they coming back around, circles
Murky water when I look ahead
Murky water when I look ahead
I cater to all the people with potential that I see
I feel like I gave up on all my dreams
I write and then I make beats, but none of it’s for me
I guess the ego I thought I had was all make believe 2022 I’m young but I’m getting old Maybe it’s time to put the pen down and get a new goal I would sell my soul for success and all the gold
Then why the **** am I giving up on all my dreams
I don’t know man..
I got to get off
I got to get off of this ****ing boat
I’m going ****ing crazy
I don’t know where the **** I’m gonna go
Where the **** am I even?
I wish I could go back, I wish I could
I wish I could go back
Please, I wanna go back
I wanna go back, I want to take everything back please I wanna go ****ing back I wanna ****ing go back
I don’t wanna be here anymore, please
****, ****, ****
Let me get off this ****ing boat
I wanna go ****ing home