Music: Jon Solo/India Thieriot
I've been overthinking everything
Sabotage myself I'm on the brink
Lay in bed, losing sleep
Wondering what the people closest to me must think
She's no fun to be around anymore
Don't try to console me
You're not gonna change my mind
I don't want you to hold me
Or tell me everything is gonna be fine
I'm not fine
I've been overthinking everything
Sabotage myself I'm on the brink
Feel like I could just break down at any moment
Oh, sometimes I ****ing hate my brain
In my head, these toxic thoughts, they reign
Release me from these dark convictions to which I am chained
Will I ever outgrow
This cycle of ups followed by the lowest lows I've ever known
Don't try to console me
You're not gonna change my mind
I don't want you to hold me
Or tell me everything is gonna be fine
I've been overthinking everything
Sabotage myself I'm on the brink
Feel like I could just break down at any moment
Oh, sometimes I ****ing hate my brain
In my head, these toxic thoughts, they reign
Release me from these dark convictions to which I am chained
I've been overthinking everything
Sabotage myself I'm on the brink
Feel like I could just break down at any moment
Oh, sometimes I ****ing hate my brain
In my head, these toxic thoughts, they reign
Release me from these dark convictions to which I am chained
Everytime I look I see
A different person staring back at me
In the mirror, my dark convictions
Mmm, dark convictions