I used to try
To convince myself
That all the bad things
Happened to me
Because I deserved it
I learned
That not all my friends are good
Because I'm not good with them
I used to want
To be someone else
Someone who
Doesn't feel this way
I should be mad about things you did
But you have been rude enough
You hate yourself more
Than I can hate you
And I have to admit
I'm glad about that for now
I'm not going to think
About you anymore Anymore
I tried to make you stay
Without bothering you
But it never worked
And I started to think
You don't want me
Even when you said
"I'm staying"
But you don't prove it
Now I can see how stupid
I was to trust you
But now it's okay
I'll never waste my time again
You were so disappointing
For a moment all I felt was blue
But I have to remember
This is not my fault
Who should apologize is you
But you are so selfish
You'll never blame yourself
But I learned not to wait too much
From a guy who doesn't
Even love himself
I can't hate you
But I'm tired of loving you
I'll never tell my friends
The things you did to hurt me
I thought you were the one
But I was wrong
I'd rather be alone
If that means
I will be away from you
I don't know why I stand you
Why I have to go
Through all this?
You tore me into pieces
Into pieces
Into pieces
Into pieces