Lyrics: Kylee Burggraf
Music: Aaron Tan/John Gerald Kaminski Jr.
I'm waiting,you're rushing
Hold up I don't wanna fake it
You complain but I don't wanna waste no more time
I'm not playing I don't wanna risk it
I know you're aiming but I'm filled with hatred
Can you love me right walking on a fine line
And I'm afraid that I'll do the same
That I always do
I'll believe in you
And I'm afraid that you'll do the same
That they always do
And you'll force the knife through
What if we fall
What if I'm forced to crawl out from the mess you make
Like it's my fault
I'm so used to it,used to it all
I'm just saying it's complicated
I might jump ship feels like we won't make it
Packing on all my old problems to you
I kept breaking never what I wanted
Not a secret feels like we won't make it
I just wish that I could find some trust in you
And I'm afraid that you'll do the same
That they always do
And you'll force the knife through
What if we fall
What if I'm forced to crawl out from the mess you make
Like it's my fault
I'm so used to it
Used to it all
I'm so used to it,used to it all