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Lyrics: Marlu Xiam Music: Marlu Xiam I'm searching for a feeling that I can't seem to muster I'm searching for a feeling that's led me to disaster I'm searching for- I'm searching for a feeling that I can't seem to put my finger on I'm searching for a feeling that's left me for too long Im searching for something that I can't seem to feel I'm searching for something that no one wants to hear I'm searching for something, I'm searching for words I'm searching for something that I never heard How can I say that I want to be in love? How could I say that I want to be loved? If I can't seem to mast my own ways of the heart If I can't seem to master my old ways and wrongΒ  If I say that I still need you I need you to just come through I'm tired of singing about all this love, if no ones around me that I'm thinking of I can't say its feelings, I can't say its you Because I know that it wouldn't be true I can't seem to get out of my head I just want something instead of being here Instead I'm in here inside of my room When I'm clearly upset